Venus visits

Lying here

In darkness,

That is never heavy enough,

I lift the leaden pen

Towards tissue paper sheets,

The scratching sometimes helps-

But it doesn’t get to it

There is no focus

Under this solar eclipse.

I mark this occasion,

With singed retinas,

A scar to never forget

The sight-

It was just the words

That found me weak and feebly forgetting

My lines and knots,

Loops and circularity, entanglement and

Coincidence,

Felt as a brush of the lash, a butterfly effect

Of heavenly bodies.


Drawing By From public domain book, Solar eclipse, Corona 1870 in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Best wishes

Awoke enraged, not so abnormally early, 

as of lately, over the years.

It was

when the pieces of to-day come 

to-gether, jagged edges

fit like drifting continents

Mean-while 

I feel the Red Sea churning in me,

a chemical nadir or lake-effect

chill, the miasma of yester-day

post-comatose and 

it all seems circumstantial.

To each their own:

Reaction, dreams-re-action, re-sponse

in a more vulnerable way,

most appreciated

On Sundays

with all the

preaching, humility,

and alms, atonements that sound

off, and on

faint echoes-chants of fury flare up

As I smolder

screens and screams of forgiveness

do not alleviate the weight,

some may say, silently changing forms

from matter to steam

was all one should wish for

one another.




Painting by Frank Buchser, 'Portrait of a young woman' 1868 in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Choral motes

Doomed to repeat,

Implies inherent circularity,

As if our orbit

Could interrupt

With just knowing the segments

Of hilarity,

Propulsion just doesn’t work that way.

In microcosmic scales

Up and down, within spins

All is held together

By this

Revolution

From cloth to cloud,

White was ideal as open, pure,

And alone

The maker makes more mess,

The observers became obsolete,

And cursed the eternal stream

Of colorists, art and first impressions

And one was moved

Spun around again,

Up and down

Came together

As if they must.


Drawing (lithograph) By Odilon Redon (France, Bordeaux, 1840-1916) in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

(Indebtedness)

Do I owe an explanation

For the lack of contribution,

A waning flow to trickle to dry

Of petty profundities performed

with choreographed complexities,

chaos and an absence of exuberance 

exploded in

gesticulations,

not i.

Where my arms dangled limply, 

bulging and blue-tipped,

there was no more holding on

to words like wind and when

yet with

all loses I have gained

a fine-tuned 

moment-hum…

Artwork by Fernand Khnopff, c. 1883 in [Public domain or CC BY-SA 4.0 (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0)], via Wikimedia Commons.

Draining the tank

Forced to shut it down,

I could blame the mind

and its tangents, divergents,

detours and erratic rays-

It was required, however,

silence inside,

the volume became unbearable

under the waiting 

behind healing.

Glances stolen by cocked arrows shot

straight from shoulder blades,

and daggers drawn across the word

arched with pain in glass sand, 

esses like snakes smolder

And some vacancy was needed, 

a clear horizon line-

some bleach, for feelings.

Yes, White-

now

Angels swallow song-

birds, as I sing along sharply

re-citing

the poetry written in the sky.

Artwork By James Yunge-Bateman, c. 1943 [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Reconciliation: Numerical Solutions

What could be done
with off and on, yes or no
and one and none

became endless...

In two
given the same gift,

neither desired nor deserved
and each put it away
for as long as possible.

By laws of conservation
and arts of distraction
feats of nature and the
zen of (un)
doing

the present hovered over them

one never looked up,
the other
empty

inside, the same
blue blood rushes upstream
unseen in the light of day.

One would begin to spin
and find equilibrium in this direction,
while none could take it in
without wobbling
off kilter

bi-polarity divided into each other,
choice by reckoning

Balance with Being

excepting no gifts
without a creator.


Photo credit By Brian W. Schaller (Own work) Acadia National Park [FAL], via Wikimedia Commons.

Growing pains

Something happened
he said
but wouldn't say more,
and he changed.

Something just clicked,
she said, at that age
she guessed
but couldn't say what.

Something felt different,
like stepping into the wrong shoe
but I couldn't tell what-
It was
(left or right).

Painting by Thomas Eakins [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.