Pro Noun

When it is said

Something told me

Something made me

I sensed something-

where is the body

of the thing

that sometimes

does not resemble

Us

Like things

that feel or don't feel

Right?

Aren't we feeling

Some

Thing...

Artwork by Robert Lewis Reid, 'The Mirror' c. 1910 in Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons.

This 1 day, death is not near

It is called a veil
or shroud
for the way it
reveals itself
to be a cover
where the light
gets in
there was space for this
exchange
of dark(ness) and light(ness)
or public and private.

Lifted into a demanding
presence
we find ourselves
lingering
in graveyards
as though this was defiant
or exertion of our will
remaining
from youth.

It is between discrete moments
when the warmth moves through
the atmosphere
sometimes sinking in
while touching us deeply.

Our memories turn to life.


Painting by Miner Kilbourne Kellogg [Public domain].

Deconstruction

What more is there
to discover, look around
we are always finding
new ways to die.
*
Good humans finish their plates
last,
only to find
nobody to tell-
savoring is a learned skill.
*
Ritual releases the mind
from its chain-
if only we could be less
superstitious, sixth senses would
evolve.
*
Not saying-None listened-
Nor inklings or outright protest
overcame the decomposed granite
of speechlessness.
*
We tend to build things up.
*
We pretend to be the designers.
*
I found myself
looking away.
*
All the death
has been done
before.


Photograph by Carleton Watkins [CC0], Devils Canyon, Geysers, Looking Down' c. 1868-70, via Wikimedia Commons.

3/3: Whole (again)

5 years past, Today
-found myself hiding in seas
of Carribean toxicity

5 short years, 1 long day to
morrow my bones fold back in
stratagems to the shale, or osteo-psychosis

5 diagnoses, desperation diseases
rampantly trying to stuff wholes,
fill up cold blanks with liquid heat

5 cycles, I find
myself-Welcoming fresh air
respiring It

5 forms of matter, liquid, gas
solid, vapor, and...
some one to sense

5 nickles make cents, part of
one quarter of one whole dollar
broken down to small change(s).

Point zero five of
one life, 5 years I began
living this real life, embracing the cool
elements.



Pastel by István Nagy [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Making myself scarce

When the door latches,
when it is only me
in this shrinking body,

when all I must do
is what I must,

when I start to feel lucky
I must be blessed,

when I am rested
I think of aging,

when I am tired
I remember dying,

when I wake up
when I reach for a pen,

I am alive. I am living.



Image credit Joseph-Philibert Girault de Prangey, 1840 self portrait in[Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Sharp Nows

They lived and died this way
worried all the while
about living right
and terrified of dying
and yet full motions
are always only temporary.

Just like thoughts
are born and die too soon...
So they too dreamt the night away
where nobody could say
it was impossible.

Living for today, they say,
be in the moment,
where you are contained
and less than aware
of faces, that look-
like yours.



Image by Howard Pyle (1888), [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Mortal Moments and Morality

"The Seven Deadly Sins" by Pieter Brueghel

Image By Toho at de.wikipedia (Transferred from de.wikipedia) [Public domain], from Wikimedia Commons

Simple moments and kisses

are for stealing

spongy crabby grass, squeaky pool rafts

are for lying

one can cheat at the race of time

by living in the moment

Philosophic inquiry and idle curiosity

never hurt a fly

Logic and Geometry, trapped sticky strings of thought

The Machiavellian webs we weave

Creeps and Opportunist may pray upon the weak

Lay in wait with incorruptible malice

Sin without Pleasure

Pain with no Gain

Acts of immorality

Feats of mortality

sealing ones fate

in the Karmic Realm

of possibilities

where Paradise was lost

but Humanity found

Heavenly bodies

Angels in action

Ghostly haunts

Demonic desire

lines in the sand

glass between toes

shards of time

a trace of what matters

Singeing flesh

blinding light

gut instinct

a Sixth sense

Acrid salty mists

Infiltrating and asphyxiating  

at the end of land and rope

twisted stronger by fate

at the tip of the iceberg

on the verge of reason

Choose to live

Resign in death

paralyzed in fear

suffocating in security

To dare, to taunt

To tempt and tease

Inventing not Alibis

nor concocting Lies;

Fracturing the Tenet

while embracing

in You-

Feeling still-

virtuously Alive.