“A poet is a nightingale, who sits in darkness and sings to cheer its own solitude with sweet sounds.” -Percy Bysshe Shelley
Showing posts with label rage. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rage. Show all posts
Thursday, May 21, 2020
My Valentine
Tortuously,
I keep looking for something
that isn't there
right now, at least-
I feel strongly
compulsive. I still seek signs
first thing in the morning
like that one unforgettable
affair
uncovered by footprint,
a betrayal disguised
as an innocent amble
an estrangement you
desired irrisitably
and unregrettably.
Now that I have seen
deleted texts sent and received
more than dirty fingerprints,
this is DNA,
a wound
Spring inside the rib cage
re-tearing old wounds
the clicking like rage
in my ear
and I see how naturally
this discovery
reveals a new PTSD
in me-
a bomb exploded
my heart imploded
screams held back
my blood ran out
but I stayed, trembling at times
to face the enemy
closest-
when he
finally turns around
and notices me-
clutching a lit grenade
with the same gripping fear
that has kept me here
holding on
for too long.
Painting by John Collier (1850-1934), ;The fallen idol; c. 1913 in Public domain.
Tuesday, February 19, 2019
The old flame
I have been sucking on rage
like a Jolly Rancher
all day-
They say
sucking calms coughing
fits, since we cannot do both
simultaneously.
The sun is blazing behind
the thunderheads
making the air tepid-
Did I mention the fire
coursing under the skin
causing the concrete to ripple
and fingers to spark?
Steam smolders in pillars from atop fences
as if the candles
were blown out.
Love and Hate, like thermodynamics,
compromises
I stand in between
with my lips stained red,
a saccharin taste of cinnamon
that was once my favorite
reminds me
of our in-
consistencies.
Still,
I struggle to breathe.
Painting by Henry John Stock (1853-1930) in Public Domain.
Wednesday, January 4, 2017
The Glowing Architect
It is 4:02 a.m. and I am already boiling like an unattended pot,
raging my physical states away.
I smell putrid creeping out of every tiny cranny I see
and do nothing but type as look confident, experienced at this
control, as though connected to something, plugged in.
Meanwhile, I am spinning out, fraying and backspacing,
all that was ever tight in the world
unravels at my bare feet.
Materials and shelter, busy bodies building,
there is one right tool for the job,
so why
have I
not pulled out my own rusty heart and lubed
palms or squeaky wheels?
It doesn't fit. May be the wrong size...
I realized this is not what was expected
from how it started, or turn out like
what I tried to right.
You are glowing, they said.
Fire.
I like the warmth
on my back as bridges blaze
keeping me orange and distant.
Tension is essential in trades.
Where you see space and room to grow
I have seen structures diminish these.
Saturday, January 30, 2016
To know and not show
I have a little crimson rage
who gathers his little demi-gods
inciting a violent riot
assembled in order
to exact
his welled-up wrath.
His rants and blames
sharply
backed up by
observable trajectory
aimed and arched for the heart.
You missed you fool.
Penetrating rampage,
the bull sees red and enacts
his death charge
allegedly, no more time
to explain.
Veins bulge, blood boils,
frothing at the surface.
The hide and skin
sizzling volcanic
and tectonic.
Flying plates,
slamming doors,
shattering windows,
shards skim
a schism.
Under his direction,
beneath falling debris,
buried under all sense
of which way is up.
Ungrounded accusations,
underhanded maneuvers
defy gravity, suspended;
a salve of dali
makes sense.
The Truth
will always sink
(in).
Image of drawing by By Julio Ruelas (1870 - 1907) (Mexican) (Painter, Details of artist on Google Art Project) [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.
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