“A poet is a nightingale, who sits in darkness and sings to cheer its own solitude with sweet sounds.” -Percy Bysshe Shelley
Sunday, May 31, 2015
Wanna Rochambeau?
Like a street performer, like a trouper, (street: trouper)
I do my act if no one is watching,
juggling my choices.
Mainly for free, or some pennies
the Change not wanted.
With sleight of hand and plenty of practice, (hands: practice)
it doesn't look like I try
Making Magic.
I am ambidextrous.
I am a woman.
(they are one and the same)
(Mother: Medusa)
Not every woman knows what's in her bag or how to use her
Tricks
or treats themselves good.
It's dangerous to perform for others,
without total trust in your skill.
In one hand I hold
a folded blanket
to wrap around like hugs, a shield of
warm love.
In the other hand
I conceal a knife-
an appropriate protection,
for self-defense and public assault.
It scares people when I show the sharp blade(s)
so I often keep it sheathed
its appointed place, razored edges inside.
I pulled it out of my heart one day,
as only I could do,
wedged though it were,
still dripping with gilt.
I am not a bull fighter.
I am a peaceful cow.
(matador:grazer)
I do not run with scissors.
My blanket is a cape.
I am always begging for Change
(performance : art)
From the stone that was my heart;
I pivot,
I spin,
I begin,
again, two out of three.
(the best of me)
The blanket as thin as a sheet.
The sword as sharp as scissors.
The rock that is my heart,
I ro-sham-bo,
(rock: paper: scissors)
(ching: chang: walla)
(ick: ack: ock)
leaving nothing to chance.
A woman will always win.
Image of living statue Kate Mior, performing as Angel of Good Fortune, Ontario Canada.
Saturday, May 30, 2015
12 Haiku for the Graduating You
I.
A graduation,
means two hands for beginners
starts all over again.
II.
A walk down the aisle
a cause for trepidation-
unless it's only you.
III.
Cap, gown and tassel
garb for the graduating-
leaving naked.
IV.
Lunchbox and recess
healthy lessons learned in school
useful blocks of time.
V.
The school house was not
your permanent residence
it is half way home.
VI.
Clique's are sticky groups
like fly traps, tarpits, quicksand
loiterers in life.
VII.
High school-That was it?
All that insecurity
was not about you.
VIII.
Fear and loathing wait
outside the high school iron gate
I'll still protect you.
IX.
Twelve years gone so fast
tying shoes to getting gas
your childhood was such a blast!
X.
Over a decade
of homework and studying
just the lesson plan?
XI.
The mirror becomes
your friend again, instead of
one you pretend not to know.
XII.
A proud mom, I beam
rays of opportunity
basking in your glow.
Image credit:By English Sgt. Ray Lewis [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.
Friday, May 29, 2015
A Bowl of Gigot
Excerpt from an Interview by Paris Review with Lawrence Durrell (1912-1990)
“I simply approached the three sides of space and one of time as a cook will open a recipe book and say ‘Let’s cook this gigot.’I had no idea what sort of gigot was going to come out of it…sometimes you have to take these colossal chances when you see a ray of light that beckons you particularly.”
A Bowl of Gigot
East meets West-
in this eclectic sweet and sour dish,
with an aftertaste that's beyond delish!
A meal cooked up,
stirred around slowly, boiled down,
its base flavor in the addition of the rue,
that pinch, an herb-of-grace,
mixed with a metaphysical lace,
depending on the chef's preference.
Secret sauces that stew,
Einstein's elan and Jung's Hindu.
It takes no energy to make, nor does it matter-
The way your soup comes out,
with more science than philosophy or art,
its all a matter of personal taste.
A confluence at a continuum-stop-where does it start?
Where Confucianism bumped into Foccault's pendulum.
Food for the soul.
Image of Indonesian soup bowl, By Taken by fir0002 | flagstaffotos.com.au Canon 20D + Tamron 28-75mm f/2.8 (Own work) [GFDL 1.2 (http://www.gnu.org/licenses/old-licenses/fdl-1.2.html)], via Wikimedia Commons.
Thursday, May 28, 2015
Only the devil-may-care
Why Lie about it?
I am the devils' advocate.
His veiled language occupies me.
And I find comfort in hiding behind the blinds,
velveteen drapes are just overkill.
I made my bed,
built these worlds in my head,
for Him to roam. As his advocate,
I make room, rearranging if I have to.
How hospitable, how despicable of me.
He’s a master weaver like the arachnid,
who cross stitches the eyes of my soul-
shut tight, like the dead, with X’s for eyes.
I hang on these invisible threads,
they are the fibers of my Being.
As though I needed Him as an ally
just to get by. Triumph, I will never win.
He’s louder than me in volume.
And voluminous, illuminous He appears
to me, to Be, eternally.
Thou shall not deny or preach,
the other side- Lies-in all of us-
the devil knows
whose side we are on.
Did you hear His solicitous speech?
Image of painting by Santiago RusiƱol [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons, c. 1890's Figure Study.
What to do with a flower
He said no women ever walk with flowers anymore.
He was from a land far away,
the Motherland, the Moon.
How exotic, I thought...
And while adding this meaningless task
to some To Do list or other,
I sensed
How tragic,
to be strolling along
whilst this beauteous thing,
dies in the clutches of my sweaty palms;
strangled and spent,
plucked and perished,
wilted while walking...
And I remember,
I smiled wide,
at this vainglorious vision,
thinking all the while,
Boris, what a meaningful, exquisitely beautiful thing.
*Boris Pasternak, who noted in an informal/formal interview published in “The Paris Review Interviews series Writers at Work, 2nd series” the first line in this poem as a casual observation whilst walking with the interviewer/writer Olga Annenkov.
Image credit By Florida Memory [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.
Monday, May 25, 2015
Splashing the Page with White #FFFFFF
“You did it”- may be
the most beautiful three
words to an artist.
He called it “A Triumph-
(of beautifying the vileness
of the stark white pallid page,
perhaps)”-
I have won the battle with me,
'twas said by the Socratic referee.
What was thought could only hide-,
in the dark recesses of the mind,
now Outside,
of Self,
for all to See,
and breathe on its own a-chord
I hope-
is struck.
See-
Poetry is Pleasure, it’s sensuous he says.
Who else can stop and savor
the moments the infatuated way
of the artist outside on a clear day-
pushing clouds with eyelids away,
strobes that penetrate the stratosphere,
with noses like bloodhounds,
driven by the scent, like life-
to try and die anyway, coming and going,
something to live for,
because without it I would die, mused
the sensual Nin, whose romantic endings become
Beginnings,
all anew.
Like childhood magic is artistic inspiration,
I made myself believe in fairytales,
and storybook endings.
Old mossy castles surrounded by fog,
turrets of ideas poking through.
Atop blooming mountains where one can go
Dancing to the music at the great
Balls for the Brain;
Libraries, lullabies and lovely lyrics,
how lovely to lose you in the song
on the page, or public stage.
Art takes nerve, letting some stranger,
whisper sweet unintelligible
nothings
nothings
in your ear.
So, an artist tells you what they hear,
or tries-(facing fear)
or tries-(facing fear)
the best way they know how.
Spilling ink, blood, tears, sand, oil, sweat,
love, pain, hope, desire, fear and regret,
Yet-
most people prefer the color of
Perception or commonly called white
(allowing for muted undertones).
White is a color, the perception of which is evoked by light that stimulates all three types of color sensitive cone cells in the human eye in equal amounts and with high brightness compared to the surroundings. A white visual stimulation will be void of hue and grayness. White is the lightest possible color.Defined as: #FFFFFF
Image By Mlaoxve [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons. Oil painting palette.
Sunday, May 24, 2015
Chasing our tails
The problem with the pursuit of happiness
is that it is;
a toil ridden sweaty hot pursuit,
a source-less slippery stench,
One that chases after happiness forgot it's too fast to catch.
Instead we chase our tails, catching a whiff
of a finish line reminiscent of balderdash.
As school children, we are taught in P.E.
that running is healthy,
being faster is better, stronger and longer are nonpareil-
little champions know about the first loser.
While perfecting running on empty in inalienable circles-
where spirals suck you in.
The starting line begins,
when we race time.
We play tag, choosing the easiest one to get,
then let the others worry about “It”.
When we graduate into adulthood,
recess and foot races are no longer requisite,
we only exercise our volition
when we are being chased,
as the object of hot pursuit.
So many wonder if they chose the wrong path that leads
to a dead-end having no thru exit.
All of our roads are dead-ends.
So many are sick and tired
of being sad and fat.
Anchored with obesity to our happy oblivion,
sedentary, leaden with obligation,
dwellers in the city of Circumstance,
in slums with condemned hearts-
they should move-
but are often frozen in icy ennui.
One must be cold before searching for fire.
Burning bridges from Discontent on the way out,
a one-way ticket is the only available option-
blurring what's left of a vacant vista, right-
no longer
where you left it.
The right of hot pursuit,
is just an alternate route.
You must know what you seek,
before Happiness gives you a peak.
Image of painting by Giulio Romano [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons, Mars chasing Adonis from Venus's Pavillion.
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