Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Cords work


Cords work
themselves into fetal knots
while dust collects
Itself.
Boxes commonly contain cherished contents
to be kept out of touch, like death and memory.

Musicians and writers make notes 
and draw out descriptions,
Artists picture
new sound, reason, 
and likeness in the jagged line
that makes connections.

Verbs hang in midair proposing movement;

chores, change, promises, and poetry
for nouns to untangle. 
Electricity junkies, 
trying twisted ways to say 
what was entangled worked. 



Painting by Hans Dahl, 'Girl in a field knitting' c. 1879 in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Courthouse, North County Division


Under the gravity of the situation,
somber faces and the grey sky were suitable.
Walls were also reliable in their place,
one could depend on the sole purpose
of holding up-standards
and keeping apart-reactions.

The cement colored building stands unphased
and stained with gutter rain streaks
as if the structure shed a tear and smeared its makeup.
The four-hundred and eighty-four small square window panes
allow white graph paper light, tinged with green edges spill into the
Security Checkpoint.

The cage presents itself guarded.
Red hands enter through the back,
while white hairs breed in single file lines.
This is where we are all turned in, (the gates
are not pearl) they scan for sharp objects 
with invisible laser fingers.

The grey walls watch over all the pleading people,
mallets mark ballots like bass drums
with skin stretched tight over the top.
Heartbeats happen to match beads of rain on glass.
Indoors, behind dividing walls, we are all dry and
held for safekeeping in the big grey house.



Image credit by Carol M. Highsmith (Monroe, Louisianna) in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.


Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Noche de miedo


Cackles come careening around the corner
and climbing down curb-lined cul-de-sacs
on cool autumn evenings
Nothing can be done to prevent the amassment
the grandiose gathering
of evil intentions under orange lamps
illuminating holes.
Phantom leaves lay brittle on sharp blades,
sear, friable, vitreous and shattered shards of ecru erode to crumbs.
Ear-drums strain to find the bass, the bottom line
below all the trouble and high-notes, car alarms,
cat-fights, sirens, and ring-tones,
paper dolls were folding into cranes
and finger puppets on the wall were
pealing themselves off to crawl under beds
where the weary and wretched can lie 
awaiting a revelation, the bottom of the bowl,
the dark porch, the green-eyed monster or black cat
come out curious to see things through.
Los muerta de dia; la vida de disturbios. 




Painting by Jacob van Ruisdael [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Monday, October 30, 2017

Nonsensical


As we explore the depths of the oceans, 
seeking the ends of eternity as
conceived by space, 
mapping the matrix of the mind,

We hope 
we are making sense.
Some more sense of what may be 
behind the Divine and beyond evil.
Veiled by our vanity,
we can only hope to master
some special skills.

We are instructed, 
we are given-with grace,
five senses to use, freely.
We all know better.

Untapped potential, 
the vein, the mother lode,
these things that we seek
are lying here
not waiting 
for us to see,
not weighting
to matter.

Now, tell me about touch…

Can you feel me looking at you from
where I stand?

Can I make you cry with words, 
or laugh with only
black and white?

How do you know something has been moved?
Do not step there! Slow Down! Watch out! 
Has this voice
ever saved you before?

And pray, tell me, mind over matters
like these explosions of energies that spin wildly,
may we tame bursts by will, tempt with them with time,
temper these with new neurons
and cast off-the surplus?
Is it all too much?

A little release travels faster than light
yet always
dissipates all ways 
with so much space and water
between bodies
empyrean expanses, abysmal astrodynamics and such.

It was current
thought, 
that the thought wave and the wave of gravity,
ate projected invisibly, the unseen senselessly
Ignored-

As if maybe,
it didn't make sense, as if
'may be' meant there were more ways to feel
than five, or how do we know anything is alive? 

None believed in what they could not see.

With no matter to feel, to put a name on,
with nothing to touch us with shape or edge,
with so much space, with all the emptiness

making up all the meaning 
It is all the more touching
that we find our way by feel,
getting somewhere, 
After All.



“Hast thou entered into the springs of the sea?
Or hast thou walked in the search of the depths?
Have the gates of death ben open unto thee? 
Or hast thou seen the doors of
the shadow of death?
Hast thou perceived the breadth of the earth?
Declare if thou knowest it all.
Where is the way light dwelleth?”

(38:16-19, The book of Job via Primo Levi) 





Painting by Martin Johnson Heade [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Six Reasons to Never Try Poetry


They call them mockingbirds, some are nightingales, a few may be owls or ravens,
but all are really pretending to be the pursuers
while they are in fact the ideal prey.
All are moths-
of which there are more than 160,000.
Drawn to their own demise, despite the heat, they repeat the fire dance,
a Danse Macabre in verse.

In all fairness, one should be warned-

1. You will never be good. Or done. Or get there. Never, nevermore. It will always be wrong, could be better, you should have never tried, a waste of your time, a sacrifice for nothing. If you want to feel a sense of completion or accomplishment, this is not the way. You will never be able to make it go away. Get a drawer, carry a pen, try to forget. 

2. You have only copied others far better than you-who copied those that were far better than they. 

All the words that are strewn about and unsorted,
the ones you polished up and put together and
something spectacular, or smooth, or morbid,
were not yours to put your name on. 
You were not the first person
to make your bed.

3. Warning: Also-they All die beautiful, decrepit and anonymous, poor and misunderstood. They pass away, they are evoked and manipulated, worshiped for saying one thing-over and over-apropos to those who know how timeless interpretations remains. They keep their keys. They take thier fortunes with them. The published, finished, are boarded up, condemned-to looting, pillaging and squatting.

The moth never learns from others smoke. The moth must devour the leaves and petals from poets of other seasons if it is to survive famished and cleansed by morning dew. 
Some say violets capture a certain raw nature, many others pine over roses, and there are those of silk, that bare no resemblance to prose, without punctuation or stamen. 

4. The night is shared by good and bad voices, loudest to those who listen.
5. Color is not necessary for presenting a beautiful display. Light and heat are most attractive when removed.

6. A moth is a critical link in the food chain. 

Fake eyes, ink stains, shadow, ash and dirt colored, clicks and sonar are extra like lyricality. Both predator and prey are symbiotic as reader and writer, both flock to the light despite the smoke and despite the act of dying every night. 


Painting By Michel Bouillon, Vanitas c. 1668 in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Friday, October 27, 2017

X-plosion(s)


This is not what I intended to say.
Nor is this how I meant to convey this multi-
layered
meaning-making
sense of sense.
I set out, propositioned with pen in hand,
I aimed the ink at the receptive white page
to say this
one thing
and the damn poem veers left, starts
skidding out of control,
hits something solid,
rolls over
Itself
and only comes to an abrupt semi stop-
where interia is held in
mid-air,
over their heads,
emits an ominous scent,
and makes men
flee for fear of losing
oneself

A paltry passenger without my own;
controls, levers, pedals, wheels, dials, gauges,
buttons to push,
signs or signals to lead and follow,
I am
Left with this
loss of direction
I resign to not fight the fear
of dead ends.
Scribbling and scrambling
I get out while I can.


Image credit By Anonymous [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Thursday, October 26, 2017

Buteo jamaicensis (red-tailed hawk)


Chickenhawk,
or common pigeon raptor,
an immigrant in suburbia,
your callused talons, prone to thievery
bone protruding shoulders, penetrate the blues
excess in feathers weighs one down.
Perch and peer,
wedged between a wishbone branch,
hurling her duck observations in high notes
as if swan songs were her only repertoire. 

Tenacious she, 
returns three days crooked, famished with
foresight, laser vision, and perspective-poised, 
she waits, she sees green, she feels envy.
The fluffy housecat chases his tail 
to satisfy his urges
the hawk launches
and draws his keen ellipse together.






Photo credit By U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service Headquarters (Red-tailed hawk  Uploaded by Dolovis) [CC BY 2.0 (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0) or Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Nightfall

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