Saturday, May 13, 2017

Sure line


With these borrowed hands still unrecognizable
I have learned to poke and preen this vessel
taking exploratory measures
only within reach

None of the pieces fit together
like hands holding hands holding hands
This is what I got

I need these as is,
collectively
to see, together,
to gather
keepsakes

this is why the shells scatter near the jetty
by the sea
by the tide, from sand, into sand, by grain
by the hand full, glass full, by the hour

which explains why we collect empty dollars
one day,
we may fit in
beautifully.


Painting by Julian Ashton, 'Summer morning, 1899' [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Friday, May 12, 2017

Write hot, edit cold


None of it was good enough.

So you see, here, admittedly,
I understand the fire, a self-starter,
it makes decent fuel
the words work better than well.

It means I too- must end this way,
plain as day, Cremation
and yet
Fire scares me honestly.

It may be a miserable moment,
the next page, the new leaf, the blank slate-

Wait-never mind-what was said-dead-again.

Each time it becomes easier to name the wrong noun,
confound even myself, crosswords no longer help.

In other words
I shall not say,
See me
and I will match you.
I am simply sulphuring,
reeking with green steam.

Saturated, and I am too porous for this
laughing at my whole self,
the incompetence I relied upon 
and moments reborn
into better than imaginable-Memory.

Pretty-
All ways worth the weight in white.

Angels giggle at these simmering sounds
mistaken for a narrow fellow in the grass
making coils warm,

it was all the write words
fuming in the sun
without a bone to burn or pick
the ice ages will do the rest.  



Painting By McCord, George Herbert, 1848-1909 (artist); L. Prang & Co. (publisher) [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Aeration


The spiders all scatter when the rock is pulled up,
worms wiggle 
desperate foreigners in terrestrial elms.

Well, it made me think of what they had been doing
before being caught off guard.

It hails this summer,
so they scream and say-All Parades Postponed-
& then the others look at their calendars and cross out
& cry looking up to the sky pointing green stems in vein.

Kites and clouds occupy the canopies,
caught in the whisk of wayward cycles
and lofty expectations, 
it is only pressure applied in decibels of thunder.

White petals all tremble, rose and lilly blush
at the smoky voice chanting in Gregorian tones,
a language lost to Time and wilt,

where these new colors cannot comprehend
so much red earth and black sand-
& then whispers round
like spider legs,

Trailing off, 
earthworms evacuate

I, Aye, eye
mist the warning
but held my breath. 


Image credit By Royal Air Force official photographer, Hensser H (Mr) [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Turning over


At 2:24 dark, the mockingbird, and moon
Conspired to wake me,
I rise, finally, compulsive-
By three thirty both have fallen back down
It is only me awake
Again
In this nook, near a shelf in the world.

The cats all sleep deeply at this hour,
The only ripple above is me.
Already, I have sought in the low light
And scoured the flat surfaces for the source
Of the voice-
As though if I knew this
I could sleep through the music
Conducting words my way

Some sink in
Such as
-Begin and Again-
i-am-hear.


Painting by Oscar Florianus Bluemner, 'Moon-Night-Mood' (1929) in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Saturday, May 6, 2017

Her yin


The woman saves babies.
I have seen her catch one
in midair with one hand
as it was falling out of
a walmart cart.

The woman I have seen
juggles jobs, hats, dishes,
bills and priorities,
shifting her wide hip weight
when necessary.

The woman stands in front
of her own children, taking bullets
and returning aim, she puts her arm out
when they are driving
still
and says it is reflexive.

The woman always worries,
I have seen her furrowed brow
she has origami secrets folded
up in there,
she uses up more than she has with nothing
left
of self

The woman knows her cliches and expectations,
she recites them easily if you ask,
and somehow
day to day words assemble easily for her,
she may manipulate these into weaponry,
unless she sees
some innocence,
she proposes poisons leaving bodies
awake.

Painting by Bronzino (1540) in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Friday, May 5, 2017

Sara Nade


Here is that same night bird taking the top of the stage outside the window
Singing light purple notes alone and unashamed of his thin lilting echo
Pitched out and rolling down the quiet village lane over fences
and peeking in windows,
Disturbed 
and proud I would be
if I had feathers to wear tomorrow…

There are no reasons or songs the avian knows
by heart, I listen, still interrupted
under the occasional bassos auto rumbling past, 
the bird usually waits for the concrete to cool
back down

Before the night bird at the window
hops himself back up his perch to scale, 
topping his previous arias and picking at
new notes

The world rises in mourning ovation, 
the inevitable death of knights
or a little light disturbance,

I will get used to it. 



Photo By USFWS Mountain-Prairie [CC BY 2.0 (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0) or Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Degrees of profession


Develop a certain
-skill set-
as in business, with cool callousness 
as in karate where
the belt be the crown, that designates 
the title or rank, currently

The executive balancing his arches
strapped acrost the tautly
ill-suited rung to sole,
checks his elevation, adjusts the white collar
and gauges
                    his next move.

Now, 
undo what was taught to you
as a rule, reject the ready-mades-

the artist sees these to steal everywhere,
his palms itch and brow drips with want, 
keeping it in,
he delicately destroys his visions,
brushing this distorted imagery away-
missing the point
                               of manipulation.

But by degrees of depth
-perception-
These Two, these too,
Race like Humans
to make names
that mark more than maker, dreg
on the bottom
left
worse off

The blue suits are more, deflecting danger,
The artist, unafraid of crimson, leaves a line
tethered to nerves
that steal
and is broken 
down to blur.



Self portrait By Manuel Pereira da Silva [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

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