Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Progress Report on Humanity 2016


Progress Report on Humanity 2016

While working on wisdom and other such noble pursuits such as:
charting the last unknown seas of our brain,
decrypting the genetic combination codes,
lighting up dark matter, 
untwisting gravity loops, 
splitting hairs, creating charts, giving away lectures, taking no
foreign concepts as native, naturally
making machines for man to perform his manual machinations-and then some-play
(for fun), making Progress-just almost
and our work is never done...

(As though this provided some security,
it should not.)

Humble has no home here anymore.
Humane roots et al, such as humility, we have learned resulted in
futility.
We are too close for guns. 

*CONFIDENTIAL & UNENCRYPTED*

While busy upstairs in the attic, poison entered the kitchen.
In our genius haste we added this, liberally 
mistaken for a miraculous superfood.
Recalled flavor of the weak. 

Minor matters of consideration include; Moderation of matter
in patterns of fractal parsimony. & Distractions: a surplus of these.

Save some love for later. 
(Should this be encoded)

Meanwhile, we all thought our bodies as interruptions, 
 breaks in concentration and bones, 
and this partly makes us human.
Essentially. To know
and not say a word. 
Why some seem surprised when silence is broken, 
lack of line rehearsal.
An(other) Act
Comedy and Tragedy: Cattle Call!
All of us 
equally adept 
at playing either role. 

Look up, there is none. Technically, 
as the horizon, clear is only relative. 
Look out- better advice. Lucidity. 
The Big picture, we will never know
in a tiny lifetime gathering only so many pieces
allowed 
to fit in our psalms.
Look in. 
How do you feel?
And this doesn't settle well...

Fathoms deep we have wondered
-was it something I ate?
Toxic. But too late. 
Hate made us human. 
All the forces like electromagnetism, hydrothermal convection, 
and preoccupations like autotrophs adapting to gravity and love 
all liked best to Fall at our feet.
Footprints and fractals, all rewritable. 

Conclusion in Abstract Terms:
We are working on it. It may take a couple more weeks, considering the weather and the way the vowels 
(or opportunities) 
line up. 


Painting By Lavery, John (Sir) (RA) (RSA) c. 1918 [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Saturday, December 24, 2016

Sticks and stones spell...


That name I was given was a tool
to taunt my grandfather-
I was not told-
how to use.
He loved me best, more than his own.
And I have wrestled with its odd shape
and sharp turns on my tongue.

Walked on past when people stumble over it
and twist it to suit their native mouths
translation is just a place to hold things,
this placeholder for me is only temporary...

Life's a bloom until you become part of the potpourri,
which is why the dry blooms last longer.
I would be of the waxflower variety,
piney and if this name a color
it must be yellow-although it sounds more like
an oboe, not a cello.

If you could only touch me, I'd be satin-
sometimes
velvet.
My name would grow like a city, Odessa
with more steps.
This misshapen label matches me
even though I know contradictory;
looks like summer, feels like snow.
And so not the tool I thought I wanted
yet when fashioned to fit precisely
the only one that could work on me.

I now know this tool was used
to pry my grandfathers' irritation open
every time he picked it up
and held it tight.

He loved me best.
Its protrusions also make my mouth bleed.
And I have casually passed by when others
grimace and contort it by twisting
their own cherry knot tying tongue.

It is just a name,
to hold me 
in his passing voice 
temporarily
It fits.

Photo by Ohannes Kurkdjian [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Scratching heads, Sniffing tails


Do you remember how it was 
before we found zero?
Everything had value
and volume
that occupied more than space.

Would it be a lie to reminisce 
about the days before we found fire?
Why
it was black and
white Then powerfully portable
to ashen grey 
as it smolders to day.

This is why they burnt everything they
wrote.

Nostradamus was nervous,
rightly so, paranoia will destroy 
any weak one in its path.
Have you considered what was 
eerie to Einstein should stay 
Unknown, no?

Theoretically,
the words slept green and furious
and letters 
stopped coming...

There was nothing before-
Us, the Big Bang, the Virgin Mary,
a flaring forth, why 
is the sky blue-again?
Truth be told,
matters only
in youth. 
And then the missing link
before Us.

The radiant sun, 
lights the night and moon
in twirling moods, the pi spinning
itself in dark matters,
starlight never seemed
so bright and worth while...



Painting by Jan Mandijn (circa 1500–circa 1560) [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Sleepy head, dream your own dream


Something said Sleep, and she did.
Someone said she should Wake-Up, she did not hear.
Some people thought she should give up, quit it-she didn't...
Somebody believed her dream, somebody didn't believe in her, she didn't know whom to believe.
Some thought she could choose, some thought Bad Choices, she dared to try, to lose-she must.
So few knew-
she woke up.


Painting by Johannes Vermeer, A Woman asleep at table (1657) in [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Friday, December 16, 2016

A good poem is vertigo


(A good poem is vertigo)
                -As if I know. No-
not by my own leaky pen,
though
                 there are a soaring few
alphabetical alchemists
that throw in
words that are known to explode next 
                                     to each other;
elsewhere
you find fissions and contraries may agree
lilting toward lyricality and
honing in on homonymic epidemics.

True, virtues are silent. 
You cannot walk these off.

And even then, some braver explorers 
                  pillage the nether regions-
savages and murky poetry readers
mineralized and ossified, fumbling and 
                  kneading to make meaning of it all
softer.

Those insatiable prose readers, of us
cannibal wordsmiths savorers 
of acids and sugar
                                 find balance
together.

Neutralized, sodium syllables 
grounded us, home again.
The top spun itself 
                   out and ungathered threads
that make any thing, 
                           more
True-
when the poem finds its own end.
                 


Painting by Elihu Vedder [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Hooker


I do it better in the dark.
Think-that is.
It could be because this is when my hair is down,
I can hear my breath living for me.
Most likely, it is because it is the only time
for me when I do not see...

Feel the sky loom its clouds,
the careless way it does so often rise and shine,
too bright for my light eyes that eat too much.

I am blinded by these opportunities and unknowns
of the day.
Overwhelmed. 
I say nothing I cannot see.
Overhead, empty as moon shadows I can be,
more thoughtful.

Night gales match my mood,
and pelting rain covers my sounds
in steam
across the taunting window panes.
I dry my face 
from dreams that drench the den.

Alone in my dark head.
Please-forget all I have said.
While others claim tight-knit sleep, 
I am loose and listening to every
one thing.
I do it better at night. 


Photo by Eugène Atget [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Thursday, December 15, 2016

Visit with a vampire


Open and wide, not quite terrified,
cobalt and steel too delicate to coin those piercing eyes.
She knows secrets-not yours of course.
She feels fear-for someone.

It seems the light falls softer after all these years,
or forgiveness just called up from the understudy.

These days, I find myself liking the girl with the smallest lips,
more and more,
precise instead of narrow, these days
she has changed, but those wisps of lips remain
barely red and sealed.

Most days she irritates me-lividly.
Those same two snapped purse lips in pink
never bold enough to communicate, much less 
accentuate or attract attention, pathetic and meek.

All of the time I am reminded they are enough
to say too much, and though never again,
I say again, and again I will pause-at my reflection. 


Photo By Unknown (Life time)-First Selfie? 
The original uploader was Tsukiakari at English Wikipedia. [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

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