Friday, November 20, 2015

Dependent Upon (Self-Reliance) Emerson



*This poem is an assemblage and reconstruction of various fragments of text from “Self-Reliance” (Essay) written by Ralph Waldo Emerson, 1841. (See photo credit below)

Dependent Upon (Self-Reliance) Emerson

All philosophy is at fault
Plastic and permeable principles
Perception is not whimsical, it is fatal
Our reading is medicant and sycophantic
What is called life and what is called death
We know not how in the soul, is not diverse is explained
Life has no memory, is only for itself
What petty oracles
Wicked dollar alms: sots
Life not only avails, not the having lived

Cannot spend the day in explanation
A great man is coming to eat at my house
To be great is to be misunderstood
Rich men poets are not
Greatness appeals to the future

Nothing is at last sacred but the integrity of your own mind
We lie in the lap of immense intelligence
Let us stun and astonish the intruding rabble of men and books and institutions

My giant goes with me wherever I go
I must be myself
Do not seek outside yourself
Trust thyself
Do that which is assigned to you and you cannot hope too much or dare too much
Besides, all persons have their moments of reason
We are afraid of truth, afraid of fortune, afraid of death and afraid of each other
We are parlour soldiers
By now we are a mob
Society is a wave
History resolves itself
The great genius returns to essential man

As if everything were titular and ephemeral but he
That man is the word made flesh
He who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude
Grief too will make us idealists
Foolish face of praise
The intellect is vagabond and out system of education fosters restlessness and indebtedness
So that the walls of the system blend to their eye
It is curious to see the periodical disuse and perishing of means and machinery

The magnetism which all original action exerts
The genesis and maturation of a planet, its poise and orbit, the bended tree
From things, from space, from light, from time
The sum total of both is the same
Time and space are but physiological colors which the eye makes but the soul is light.
In the remote horizon with the walls of the universe
Advancing on chaos and dark

A Greenwich nautical almanac he has
No other data for computing our orbit
Requires infinite spaces and numbers and time fully to accomplish his design
All the sallies of his will are rounded in by the law of his being
Insignificant to the curve of the sphere
The soul raised over passion beholds identity and eternal causation
Scatters your force, loses your time, blurs the impression
All philosophy is at fault
Do not believe it
A man who stands on his feet is stronger than a man who stands on his head





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A (One) Way with Words


Bang my head on the keyboard
or Edit, and it's still not there.
Stab myself with a pen-
blood doesn't flow like ink.
I'm not going deep enough.
Wrestle with words and choices,
so many I swoon, dizzy with dialect.
Research always interrupts, conniving
cuts the line midsentence.
Doubt-well, you know.
If I stop all together it's too much.
If I let go completely it's too much
evasive etymology
and not just the words that wander...
I'm led all over elsewheres, other places
by memories, imagery, crap-aphony noise
vying for my prompt attention!

And then, when I push hard enough
to leave a mark.
By means of suffocation,
I can feel the pulse intensity.
The louder the heart beats the page
blue and red
and when it's read
I know my fear shows
how I really feel
as I instead tell you
taking my final breath
choking on my ink.
Finally, dead and gone,
without ever leaving a mark.




Image of painting by Henry Wallis [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons, 1856. 

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

An Other Song on the Jukebox Baby


Today seems like a good day to burn a bridge or two.

The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it.

In California with my toes in the sand, head in the clouds but my gravity centered,

‘Cause I’m sick of not living to stay alive.

And I’m just a student of the game they taught me-

Maybe I’m a different breed. Maybe I’m not listening.

Breathe out so I can breathe you in…

We will burn inside the fire of a thousand suns!

…but everything looks perfect from far away, Come down now,” but we’ll stay.

And what about your soul? Is it cold? Is it straight from the mold and ready to be sold?

Just a drop of water in an endless sea...

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right. I hope you had the time of your life.


Lyric song/artist credits by line:
1. Beautiful Disaster/311
2. Wish you were Here/Incubus
3. The Neighborhood/Sweater Weather
4. All I Want/Offspring
5. When they come for me/Linkin Park
6. AWOLNation/ Sail
7. Foo Fighters/Everlong
8. Requiem/Linkin Park
9. Great Heights/Postal Service
10. Jack Johnson/Gone
11. Kansas/Dust in the Wind
12. Time of your life/Green Day



Image By Highsmith, Carol M. (http://www.loc.gov/pictures/item/2011630479/) [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons, described as Juke box museum in Texas.

Simpatico (Syn.)


By 'association' (Miriam Websters Thesaurus)
                          -to assume-ah-to make an-
No-it says next: -to seize, to snatch (and grab)
-I presume my position-
Resume my judgement
             my angle, view, slant
Take        (it for what it is)  It=Is
standable (under-un)
incomprehensible
inconceivable
get it?
Believe you me!
You would not believe me if I told you-
what's Next?
It could happen.
What is It?
What does It mean?
By definition, used to refer
Chaos by Random, Assoc.




Image By Lewis Hine [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons, Boy Studying 1924.
               
         

A Skybroom or Windwisk


Where there is wind
Why not-
Fill the air with nothing
but conflicting directions?
Roar with static,
bumping jabs of hot-cold
thrust through if it must
as though it is nothing but
A natural occurrence.
A nuisance. Non-sense
of white noise, endless sighs
of discontent, lamenting
leaves fray like nerves.
Shooting blanks, synapses short
fireback with backfeed too high.
Determined to go Nowhere,
Now with haphazard intents,
mischief is made,
trepidation is mistaken as
raw with ennui.

There it all goes...
This too shall pass...
Giving the barbaric wind
a safe place to play,
with words like To and Fro
and don't forget, Let Go-
Blowing away
my uprooted mind
freed from knowing
how heavy
we should have been
bolted down.



Image of painting by John William Waterhouse [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

Sunday, November 15, 2015

We Will Wake


Maybe the rain will wash away the blood...
Maybe the wind will clear the singed air...
Maybe the ice will freeze the last time...
Maybe less(ons) does not mean mor(ality)...
Maybe our voices are all different...
Maybe we are all saying the same thing...
Maybe everyone speaking leaves no one left to listen...
Maybe our fingertips don't feel the same...
Maybe our Beliefs are all temporary...
Maybe I'm wrong...
It may just be
nightmares
are as important as dreams
at reminding us daily of real possibility.



Image of painting by Raimundo de Madrazo y Garreta (1841-1920), [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons. Coming out of Church.

Saturday, November 14, 2015

Lamp of love


My Sun: Embrace me light of day,

Your golden hallowed rays
kiss my skin with freckles
Your eternal optimism
is what we need, every day.

Steelier than others
the nights frost still stabs
You relieve the stars
from their grand spectacle.

I can feel your pulse
when I am held under you
It is reassuring, like a baby's
breath, in a mirror.

Leave me a smile
before you set
your sights
on another day

for healing a shot in the dark.



Image By Menke Dave, U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons. Snow geese at sunrise.

Tres (trace)

Water Today, warm raindrops glass blurs, the blurry glassy, sharp sparkles sugar. Behind Evening, it was good. Leaves all turned into shadow...