Showing posts with label memories and plans. Show all posts
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Saturday, April 2, 2022

Loaves & Fishes: Memories & Plans



One made with suffering

we may savor

the bread we have made.

Some risen to our expectations,

something sweet or sour

a taste

we may try to remake, repeat

the recipe, grain by grain

we never attain the same

indulgence

again. Anticipation

of the past 

becomes stale,

may mold,

does not keep

nourishment.

Even as the oven heats steady,

the smell creeps, our glands

salivate, our bellies rumble, our eyes

witness a gold encrusting,

awaiting 

what may be

more satisfying

than the last bite.


Like catching on,

which is not fishing 

for 

dreams, desires, the plans 

of slippery silver streaks

eluding us

just beneath the surface

A world, not ours, a place

that would drown us

if we wish to linger too long.

The one that got away, 

the one that was bigger than we say,

the fish that passed the lure

you set,

the dream nibbling on the bait

and swam the other way.


Only today,

the hunger, not having,

not caught-

up, cool to the touch

feels more than

fulfilling. 


Artwork by Charles Jacque( (1813-1894), c. 1835 in Public Domain via Wikimedia Commons.

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