Showing posts with label bile. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bile. Show all posts

Monday, March 6, 2017

Forsaken, forsooth

Have you seen a secret? Someone  else's-specifically?
The way they fiddle with it in their pocket-It gets stuck between their
first and second molarslike poppy seeds, or opium and needs constant stroking
or protection by its caretaker who thinks-who believes-utterly, no one else can see;
the touching devotion, the precious obsession, the random gaze, sneaky smiles, daylight        
dreams late labored nights, off-kilter emotions,
or most simply the love of its keeper-buried deeper than they think any other can see.

Indulgence even has its limits.

Honesty was never a necessity for breathing easy.

Instinct can be turned down, or diverted to other carnal needs such as
survival of the keenest wills.

All the bile was meant to make you sick of yourself.
Betrayal, often thick and yellow in-consistency corrodes from the insides-
tastes like lies.
Love smothered with these dies in a shower of saliva’s acid rain. Kiss me...

for another's wish
for another
denied all this to me in sweet secrecy.



Painting by William Dyce [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.

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